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Optimism
I didn't come up with better title so far so I added this for now.
Other things:
I decided to write new journal (even thoug no one reads them) so I can have another journal on my front page. I'm much more cheerful now, even though I have stress in my life still but I'm not gonna let it bother me...much
it's nothing huge...I guess, my friend doesn't talk to me anymore, I don't know what I have done to her but everytime I say hi to her in school corridor she doesn't even look at me... 
My other friend doesn't spend time with me anymore 
Then of course my crush is giving me headache...It isn't fun to have good hearing. Mine works so that I can pick certain voice in huge noise in class which I want to hear...or which I wouldn't want to hear...not fun...I can hear things I end up wishing I haven't...probably better that I won't tell what...I have started to listen music on lessons again, so I don't have to listen them
Anyway...then people give me even worse headache by telling me "they were (probably) just joking ^^"...
And for few weeks now my crush has been acting...well, normal, like I wouldn't mean anything anymore Well so be it! Fine with me! Maybe I now could finally get over him!Another things:
well family life is going pretty well. I noticed last weekend, when I was really stressed and depressed, that all my stress disappeared when I heard my moms voice when she came home
first thought in my head was "I'm so gonna come here next weekend!" and here I am XDSchool life in the other hand...is going very annoying. You try to focus on lesson when boys are making huge noise so you can't concentrate. Everything what teachers tells us goes inside my ear and out from another....and teachers have asked boys to stop it but no, they don't.
well that's about those things! In here snowed the other day!! Unfortenetly the snow stayed only for a day...But it looked so pretty XD
I have planned for my x-mas pic...yes I do it already, every year when it starts snowing I go in christmas mood, it last only few days, don't worry XDDD btw, I hope somebody makes secret santa this year, because last year I had so much fun with it (my first secret santa
) that I want to try again...hey it's already November 1st...so shut up! My friend is already planning valentines things so yeah, shut up, this isn't even bad. XDHugs for all~
~huispe
4 facts about me:
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~ I have dyed my hair since 3rd grade
~ my birthday is 12.11.93
~ I come along better with people older than me
~ I can watch a movie 15 times and still laugh at the jokes.
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MY FAVORITE ARTISTS
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Her anthro style makes me drool!!
Love his imagination in poses and expressions!!
Makes awesome "ChibiManga" style!!
Her disney style and gargoyle art rocks!!
His ideas of works are so cool!!
Awesome Naruto art!!
Can't have enough of her art even though I don't know anything about Sonic!!
I'm so jealous of his detailed works!!
Love her adorable OC's!!
Her drawing style inspires me a lot!!! The anthro shark style!! The coloring!! The effects!!
Miserable
) and I had had the most depressing week ever so I was tired...AND I WOULDN'T HAVE HAD TO COME THERE, I USED MY OWN MONEY THE GET A FREAKING BUS THERE SO I CAN SEE MY MOM HAVING FUN WITH THE MAN WHO LOVES HER MORE THAN ENOUGH EVEN AFTER HER SHITTY PERSONALITY THAT YACKS ABOUT EVERYTHING...I was happy for her, and still am because she has found someone who cares for her...all I wanted was to help her even though I had had awful time...
One of them tried to touch my ass all the time and I just scream "I'M 15!!!" and dad says to him "Hey, I try to respect atleast one of my children" Then the other guy kept saying I'm gonna be his future wife!!! Hell no!!! his sixteen years older than me!!! dad said It's just his habbit to talk to women and see if he gets lucky. I'M STILL 15!!!!
I try to cheer myself up by thinking the time when one person called me a "goddess" and an "angel". How I'm one of the kindest people that person knows... How I try to help people even when I have problems and will do all I can to help them. How I don't decide that someone is an asshole before I get to know them and even after that I try to live with them...I can only wish other people would see that in me too...
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