ooooooh shit.... (okay, now really read this)
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Okay... I really don't remember the last time I have had so much nervousness that I can't sleep. Literally, I have been up over 20 hours... and yes, "Aren't you sleepy?" ... yes... I am. Well I won't tell yet what caused my nervousness but if I can finally do something about it then I will probably tell it when I have come home from school.
Other things:
¤I have just noticed that my computer is worthless peace of shit!
¤ I can't color my pics anymore. Well I can but just doing a simple "Undo" takes over 2 minutes. Computer: "Oh I'm sorry, I can't do that. No, no, no, you can't close me because my program is still going. Oh look, your friend just put something in msn for you. Well I decided to be jealous about it and not let you see it till I say so. No you can't save the work because your friend put something in msn in the middle of my saving (No offence guys in msn...)" Sometimes it has been way too close that the computer is going to fly out from the window... was the window open, or not
¤ I will put up the gift scetches I have made so far and they WILL be colored in future. Dunno when yet, my computer can't run the paint shop I have well enough. I tried to use the photo shop 3.0 I have here but just trying to make a simple line is giving me a headache (AFTER opening over million lining tutorials from dA... Which were no help at all... no offence people)
¤ I'm so gonna go to summer job... If I get there where I want, working for 2 weeks gives me money enough for a GOOD computer!!! But I don't know what I'm gonna do till then with the coloring.
¤ I so have to clean this room... it looks like a hurrigane has been in here.
¤ Is about time to leave in that cold winter air of December... I bet when I get to school my theet are already frocen...
¤ I still can't believe how long it takes for me to write journal...
~huispe
4 facts about me:
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~ Has weird thing to write lyrics
~ Is good at English but not in Sweden
~ Can't stand junk that-just-won't-work!!!
~ hates early mornings and especially taking showers then
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Trades:
100% Done. [link] Made this for me [link]
100% Done [link] Made this for me [link]
100% Done [link] Made this for me [link]
100% Done [link] 100% Done. [link] Made this for me [link]Commissions:
100% Done [link]Gifts:
100% Done [link]"Thx" pics:
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"I need a reason for everything...?" pics:
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SCETCHES ARE STILL OPEN! [link]
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People I know outside DA (msn or IRL):
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MY FAVORITE ARTISTS
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Her anthro style makes me drool!!
Love his imagination in poses and expressions!!
Makes awesome "ChibiManga" style!!
Her disney style and gargoyle art rocks!!
His ideas of works are so cool!!
Awesome Naruto art!!
Can't have enough of her art even though I don't know anything about Sonic!!
I'm so jealous of his detailed works!!
Love her adorable OC's!!
Her drawing style inspires me a lot!!! The anthro shark style!! The coloring!! The effects!!
Cheerful
But thanks already for all those who wished me happy birthday 
Optimism
My other friend doesn't spend time with me anymore 
Miserable
) and I had had the most depressing week ever so I was tired...AND I WOULDN'T HAVE HAD TO COME THERE, I USED MY OWN MONEY THE GET A FREAKING BUS THERE SO I CAN SEE MY MOM HAVING FUN WITH THE MAN WHO LOVES HER MORE THAN ENOUGH EVEN AFTER HER SHITTY PERSONALITY THAT YACKS ABOUT EVERYTHING...I was happy for her, and still am because she has found someone who cares for her...all I wanted was to help her even though I had had awful time...
One of them tried to touch my ass all the time and I just scream "I'M 15!!!" and dad says to him "Hey, I try to respect atleast one of my children" Then the other guy kept saying I'm gonna be his future wife!!! Hell no!!! his sixteen years older than me!!! dad said It's just his habbit to talk to women and see if he gets lucky. I'M STILL 15!!!!
I try to cheer myself up by thinking the time when one person called me a "goddess" and an "angel". How I'm one of the kindest people that person knows... How I try to help people even when I have problems and will do all I can to help them. How I don't decide that someone is an asshole before I get to know them and even after that I try to live with them...I can only wish other people would see that in me too...
